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Sounds to me like difficulty in realizing and creating reality. Winning is a state of mind, even the most innocent idea of doubt entering your head is enough to decide if you win, or lose. don't let anyone or anything bother you, of course politics plays a part but there's always ways around it. Keep your head down, realize your goals, and don't let anything get in the way of attaining them. 99% of everything is belief. There's a phrase by Nietche that says:

perchance some day or night a demon were to steal after you into your loneliest loneliness and say to you: "This life as you now live it and have lived it, you will have to live once more and innumerable times more; and there will be nothing new in it, but every pain and every joy and every thought and sigh and everything unutterably small or great in your life will have to return to you, all in the same succession and sequence - even this spider and this moonlight between the trees, and even this moment and I myself. The eternal hourglass of existence is turned upside down again and again, and you with it, speck of dust!"
Would you not throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and curse the demon who spoke thus?... Or how well disposed would you have to become to yourself and to life to crave nothing more fervently than this ultimate eternal confirmation and seal?

This message has always helped me when I couldn't figure out which way to go, but ultimately its up to them to get past their own personal demons...

Ok xam that's a bit wierd so I'll say this "What!"

dekkopa- wheres the camera, I want to look pretty for my close up.

Welcome to DA! *clickclick* you are now being watched

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You have just been shot. Hah isn't that just a kick in the face

she said that you mentioned her name to him. i said i never heard of him in the first place and then she said if i asked you i might find you that it was him who said she talked to you.

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someone's been snorting too much jesus...